pulled a rabbit

hat topic

a hat is a hat
i pulled a rabbit out of her hat
to make a hat out of her rabbit
end user philistine

What I’m Reading:

More than half of the 2.6 million people living in Miami-Dade County could be displaced if sea levels rise by 40 inches . . . Miami could have around 80,000 properties flooding by mid-century, a multibillion-dollar risk, due to the combination of sinking land and rising seas, researchers say . . .

— Eliza Relman / “Miami shows how a new kind of gentrification is coming to US cities” / Business Insider

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2-beef apostrophes

fresh plans

we are a family of 2-beef apostrophes in a drunk bullfinch
you can donate your earlier gloats
slop them drop them + run
we r stylin’ in spaceship america
contact ur local pollution dept.

come wallow in the excrescence
eddy glimmers for bubble stunts welcome
sliver them under my doorway
fresh walls available for firing squad wannabes

What I’m Reading:

When I look at myself I see a stranger.
So obsessed am I with feeling
That I sometimes lose my way when I step free
From all the sensations I receive.

— Álvaro de Campos / “Three Sonnets”

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damaged by change

To Snare A Ghost (redux)

(a blackout poem)

Final List

Electric bedroom
New witch
Add wall next to track
Wedge or arc
Change entry

Too damaged by
Change
We want to keep them at 8 foot height
Close
Metal doors
No change to living hard pain
Change vanity
Apart (we may do this ourselves)
No change to pain

What I’m Reading:

Me? I entered this world
Already lost . . .

— Stephen Kuusisto / “Dark Joys”

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ash for you

Memorable Stuff I Read This Week

There is a fine line between losing yourself and finding your deepest truths. Sometimes there is no line at all.

— Laura Killingbreck / “Into the Wind” / Bicycling


The frequency with which bicyclists are hit on the road makes me believe it is a rite of passage and that not having personally been hit is an indicator that I have yet to achieve true bicycler status. This inference might stem from humanity’s positive spin on suffering: battle scars earn us glory.

— Tree Abraham / Cyclettes


you entered the dwelling place of dead tenderness alive
and in each step you recognized
yourself as an enticing answer
the world hasn’t changed from ash for you
nor has anguish crucified itself

— Tristan Tzara / “Speaking Alone”


In the labyrinth of memories, I often ask myself how much are they in flux, what mattered when, and how much has evaporated or changed tonality. How true are our memories?

— Werner Herzog / Every Man for Himself and God Against All


Besides, nothing inside me is ever certain or
In agreement with my self … Beautiful hours
Belong to others, or simply don’t exist.

— Álvaro de Campos / “Three Sonnets”


. . . only moving / does it have a soul.

— Pablo Neruda / “Ode to Bicycles”


In that moment I understood: Joy was its own form of power. It flowed through people, through landscapes, through wind and motion. It radiated from the body and was stored there, too. Joy was limitless and easy to share. After all these miles, I’d arrived somewhere.

— Laura Killingbreck / “Into the Wind” / Bicycling

What I’m Listening To:

I’m just dressing for the weather,
and the forecast is for pain

— Arab Strap / “Strawberry Moon”

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wisp of menace

agitator cola

i love me an agitator cola—drank many thru the years—during the revolutions and convolutions of martial law and coups—upon the ferment fringes, the ferry boat frivolities, and mere highlighter battles with the brittle page—a brush with agent coils and deadbeat plenipotentiaries—many a casual contrainsurgency compote consumed—electroplated and anodized death from above—daisy-chained and strafed—a full life of fingermark detonations and finicky trigger fingers—oh, what a feeling, that subtle wisp of menace before the darkness—i’m the hand of the man who leads—the hand of the man u voted for, or supported on his rise—i’m ur hand by transitive property—aren’t we a peach?

What I’m Reading:

The end is coming. I picture a radical turning away from thought, argument, and image, not just an approaching darkness in which certain objects can still be felt, but a condition where they no longer exist at all, a darkness filled with fear, with imaginary monsters.

— Werner Herzog / Every Man for Himself and God Against All

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into the murk

Charles River Murk

He composed a text to her, intending to say: “I’m going to be a strong arm robber,” but the auto correct produced: “I want to be s thong arm tobber.”

She responded: “U mean a strong arm fibber?” She had turned off her autocorrect months ago, confident in her speed and accuracy.

He responded: “no a string arm ribber.” His fused thumb again unable to hit the mark.

She threw her phone in the river from the Mass Avenue Bridge. She’d always wanted to see something she’d thrown disappear in the Charles River murk. 

A few yards later, she dove into the river. Nonplussed, he watched her disappear into the murk.

What I’m Reading:

Riding downhill can be a serene exhilaration after a strenuous climb. But it can also represent the decline after a peak experience. I don’t want there to be an ultimate summit. Instead, waves. Crests falling into vales with a momentum to carry me down and on back up ad infinitum.

— Tree Abraham / Cyclettes

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never look back

[straitjacket lies . . . ]

the straitjacket lies we tell:

undesirable midriff chicken thieves
the long hock of american frippery
gentlemen strategists and exponents of farewells to rooks and frontispieces
filaments upon the dockyards of miracles
an inexorable western expansion
employed by eugenecists of privilege
and destruction

uneven accountability for our past
never look back
no reiteration required

What I’m Reading:

The real ogres are the ones who are complete gentlemen.

— Matthew Thomas Meade / “Sunshowers” / Strip Mall: Stories

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a juvenile melophile

comfortable blandishments haiku

a murmuration
a juvenile melophile
a twisted headpiece

What I’m Reading:

I always wanted to defend outposts others have already abandoned.

— Werner Herzog / Every Man for Himself and God Against All

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the devil’s williwaw

10 Texture Related Moments in a Frou Frou Life

1. Wispy smoke tree fingers dying / story of Jesse.

2. Dry spotted witch alder leaves on my hand / apparitions in black.

3. Cold rasping breeze / the devil’s williwaw.

4. Siphons another hard breath / at the Catholic hospice.

5. Corrugated testicle skin / I’m a recombinant ingredient.

6. Vibrating electric paddles in my hand / at Dr. Sobrenada’s.

7. Eyes stinging and watery-warm / hanging myself from my family tree.

8. A smooth cold keyboard licentious in its untouched potential / effort combover.

9. Divot in my skull hot grease undulation / gritty goat-skin hair while suckling Zeus.

10. Scrims screens and screams / Halloween in Peripataea.

What I’m Reading:

Once I saw the city 
of God reflected 
in a freak shadow 
the sun cast. I 
thought life complete, 
tight, happiness.

— Peter Gizzi / “The Winter Sun Says Fight”

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in this (my) neighborhood pt. 59

What I’m Reading:

Cycling was a way of staying in motion and coming home to myself. When nothing else made sense, I could go—dissolving into breath and sky—and let the wind rearrange me.

— Laura Killingbreck / “Into the Wind” / Bicycling

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