Lithiumga(u)ze (redux)

What is this? I’m dizzy and there seems to be a slight scrim like muslingauze between me and everything else. Look at the sun—it’s like the fog of lithium … a weariness settles over me… my outlook is decidedly more pessimistic and I need to catch up on my sleep in order to remain anywhere near some sort of balance.

She says:
who i b today?
who i b?

The spin keeps rolling in.
Yes, frightful really, the oceans and deserts appearing in the same place.

What I’m Reading:

The ultimate achievement of mankind would be, not just self-destruction, but the destruction of all life; the transformation of the living world into a dead planet. 

— Anna Kavan / Ice