deluge never ends

Nothing Remotely Comprehensible

Tragedians are people who belong in ramekins but somehow slipped through the net and live on a Godot-like wasteland, without the gnarled tree, but with plenty of tumbleweeds constantly blowing through the landscape.

Discordant bird chatter is constant as well, yet a single bird is never seen — not the bullet sparrows alighting in bushes or hovering hummingbirds flitting about.

Somehow the tragedians are continually bombarded with bird droppings of every kind — green-white blobs here and there, alternating with a hail pellets on occasion — it’s as if they were marooned on an 18th century guano island.

The deluge never ends.

The tragedians speak in tongues, nothing remotely comprehensible is uttered. One of these tragedians is forever wiping the waste off their jacket and making snacks of it.

Another tragedian conducts an imaginary orchestra, acknowledging an invisible audience that claps every so often as a line of phantom performers present themselves on an unseen stage, before commencing another desultory jag conducting the absent orchestra.

The remaining tragedian sits on a large rounded rock holding on to their pith helmet trying to avoid the worst of the bombardment.

As daylight fades there is one full hour of confusion before “The Internationale” plays at varying, and warped, speeds.

Then the jaundiced sun disappears and the world goes dark.

What I’m Reading:

Water becomes water’s shape in the water, inside the machine we become the image of the machine

— Zheng Xiaoqiong / “Water Becomes Water”

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song of extinction

Memorable Stuff I Read This Week

|  |  The  
summers   become  hotter  &   hotter.  |  |  
Unbearable  &  luminous,  the  refrain  of  
the  song  of  extinction— 

—Dante Di Stefano / “Green Burial Unsonnet”


“But the scale of this year’s heat — amplified by human-caused factors and the burning of fossil fuels — is still well beyond what most scientists had thought possible. Some have theorized that planetary warming may be accelerating. Others have said there’s not enough evidence. What they agree upon, though, is that the earth is trending toward more extreme heat.

That means that the experiences of 2023 can seem astonishing in the short-term but will one day look tame.”

— Chico Harlan / “The climate future arrived in 2023. It left scars across the planet” / The Washington Post


The wind is against us and the ash of war covers the earth. We see our spirit flash on a razor blade, a helmet’s curve. The brackish springs of autumn salt our wounds.
        Doom drags at history’s face—our history needled with terror, a meadow of wild thorns.

— Adonis / “Elegy for the Times”


It’s not just that the planet’s climate is unravelling, though that fact adds to the pressure to act which would be felt by any rational occupant of the White House. April was the eleventh straight hottest month on record, and the consequences of the climate crisis will likely be dominant crises during the next four years.

— Bill McKibben / “It’s a Climate Election Now” / The New Yorker


Crying is inevitable

when headlines read

like requiems.

— Gloria Muñoz / “Llorona”


The last of Venezuela’s glaciers has disappeared, scientists say, despite an unusual government effort to save it.

The demise of La Corona, downgraded to an ice field after shrinking from more than 1,100 acres to less than five, makes this South American nation the only one in the Andes range without a glacier — but it’s unlikely to be the last.

— Matthew Hay Brown / “A mountainous country loses its last glacier” / The Washington Post


My  children  &  my   children’s   children  
will  inherit   the  edges of cumulonimbus  
clouds,     the       unexpected      sunflower  
blooming   from   a     second-story     rain 
gutter,   the  gentleness   of   the  marbling 
sunlight  on  the  fur  of a  rabbit  stilled in  
a  suburban  backyard.  |  |  I  am  in   love 
 with    the   Earth.   |  |   There    are    still  
blackberries  enough   to  light the    brain  
with the star charts of a sweetness— 

—Dante Di Stefano / “Green Burial Unsonnet”

What I’m Listening To:

how come every time we go to war and march downtown against the war, the people on the other side keep dying anyway

— The Goalie’s Anxiety at the Penalty Kick / “Mr. Settled Score”

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please look elsewhere

epic sieves

two damaged wipers on the locum
glimmer compensation onsite
we will generate some northward disruption
for everyone’s sake, the linear narrative is temporarily closed

renege : renewal

we have placed a few cartoonists outside for easy insertion
resolutions will be directed to use the sidestep entry near the mailroom
revolutions shall enter at 90 degrees to the left and bulldog expediency

demands : guilders

one buffoon is stationed to flop between reasonable assessments
one clown is stationed in the flour between the epic sieves and outside armistice
astronomers, gulches, and demons welcome

should you need asylum, please look elsewhere

What I’m Reading:

waves crash against the port side of a battered wooden boat moss blindfolds the rocks perch on the branch of language coffins of war or epidemic take flight shadows in the field dig up potatoes to prepare for winter

— Bei Dao / “Sidetracks IX”

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substrates without purchase

Unmoored

The unrooted. The faceless. The darkness without form. Forms without substance. Substrates without purchase. The turmoil throwing her into a state of agitation.

Explicit signs. Signs without meaning. Warning signs. All—a mass of confusion she wallows in—nascent hours at home. An unmoored city.

Cities that will soon drown under surging water. Analogues to the distant cities in dust. Something has to give.

What I’m Reading:

Now a new study shows that that summer in the Northern Hemisphere was the hottest in the past 2,000 years—a marker of how much the world has already warmed and how urgently we need to drastically reduce greenhouse gas emissions

— Andrea Thompson / “The Summer of 2023 Was the Hottest in 2,000 Years” / Scientific American

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own unique hole

blood

first, there is the blood of the chicken—
then the effigy doll, blindfolded with hands tied behind its back—
attempts at wordly accretions to follow, but it doesn’t look right,
this is worse,
every trip a strand of its own
producing its own unique hole—
an interstice in her soul—
& a burr in my sole

it’s the journey
not the destination

(says she)

so i write about this rite
right?
this ritual—
how ten minutes elapse
so quickly—

look here:
it’s already mid-may 2024!

blood of the chicken
elapses too soon

What I’m Reading:

How hard it was to fit the last crayon into the bulging box; like the last person who pushes onto the elevator and is resented by the insiders.

— Pat Wilson / “A Spring Morning”

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pink in wildfire

doldrums haiku

a detuned guitar
sky glows pink in wildfire smoke
chilly whitewashed room

What I’m Reading:

So we go and fear scythes us down, crying out on muddy slopes. The earth bleeds all around us. The sea is a green wall.

— Adonis / “Elegy for the Times”

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pleasant vibes, man

All Non-Programme Artisanal Orifices (found dada missive)

Hello All,

Feel free to reach out to me at the campfire girls cookout.

I’ll be a semiquaver through most of my incompatibilities from my two beefburgers. The purpose of this is a few thistles for your penny farthings.

I will be making a few other jabs with additional contexts like jackasses, like mats of flower lava, like mischances, destinies, landfalls, and a penguin billet-doux.

I will be around in the drains and weirdly un-coriolis effected — so feel free to stop by to check for thistles on your furry bits or just to say “hi!” (heigh, high, or hie).

Definitely going to mistreat your comparatively rare rumble sticks—or was that Rumble Fish?—Don’t box me in!

I have some lovely artisan bookmarks that my monetarist has passed onto me. She is soon to be 101 and cannot enjoy them as she has in the past. We’d like them to find new families in abstemious homilies.

They cower and crane in the cranium arcade.

And apropos of nothing: I don’t really want these tyrant bookmarks since they take up a lounge in my rosary and they are kinsman to a nightcap oboe.

They are very good conductors of “pleasant vibes, man.”

I am not charging but I will collect modest doorbells to contribute to all non-programme artisanal orifices. Please check all your holes and we can arrange for you and the tourists to see them.

All is well.

Carry on.

What I’m Reading:

Never to get lost is not to live, not to know how to get lost brings you to destruction, and somewhere in the terra incognita in between lies a life of discovery.

— Rebecca Solnit / A Field Guide To Getting Lost

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how many pins

May Day of the Dead (redux)

I’m hot with fleas, gravid with scabies lice
I have a multitude of filo and corona
Viruses are best when deflected with oil
Impregnated chausibles or warm leatherette
On your burning flesh underneath your hair shirt
Wear your bird mask filled with with aromatic tips
Of posies juniper berries and popcorn jelly bellies…

I place the copper florins on your eyes
Penniless and you trimming your pencil
Thin mustache graying from so much vaginal
Yeast, so much discharge, so sebaceous 
Cyst of unknown origin, benign and sanguine 
Pluck that rosy orb of pleasure-pain…

Au bon cadavre exquis
Birdhouse and Bildungsroman fretful
Fret on the E flat note, on the plagued D train
Box-scarred, a doleful G man out of a botched 
C-section with a bloody Dial M for Murder mug…

These, and other afflictions, are yours for the chaining
Yourself to the balcony railing 16 floors up
(Mostly) out of the elements counting how many 
Filo and corona fit on the head of a pin…

And how many pins it takes to blow your mind
Ballooning and arcing on its drunk ecliptic
Across the darkening sky…

Go figure when the envoi misses the last train
On a line out of service to nowhere…

With perdition as its terminus…

What I’m Reading:

Can the bees be saved? How many ways can you say genocide? I don’t know.
I think you’re swell. I don’t know. I think you’ve killed me a few times.

— Hala Alyan / “Siri as Mother”

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fantasy of truth

Memorable Stuff I Read This Week

Travelling by bicycle is a life of simple things taken seriously: hunger, thirst, friendship, the weather, the stutter of the world beneath you.

— Kate Harris / Land of Lost Borders: Out of Bounds on the Silk Road


I thought my teeth would explode
but you brought something for both of us
and we sat on the ground and ate it together

— Jim Dine / “Bean”


In Amsterdam, as in Paris, no one is quite certain why or how so many bicycles wind up in the water. City officials ascribe the problem, vaguely, to vandalism and theft. Alcohol surely plays a role, and there could well be a kind of ecosystem at work: a bicycle is pulled from the canal and recycled into a beer can, whose contents are guzzled by an Amsterdammer, who, weaving home at the end of a dissipated night, spots a bicycle and is seized by an impulse to hurl the thing into a canal.

— Jody Rosen / Two Wheels Good: The History and Mystery of the Bicycle


We borrow from the land what we can but cannot
return to it: bluestem, coneflower, boneset, broomcorn,
a ring-necked pheasant tied to a pole, a flat stretch of land
we strip and tar and pave, a creek that gets deeper
as it downrivers, its edges spoiled with runoff.

— Sarah McCartt-Jackson / “Borrow”


A 2022 report predicted that crop yield failures in the world’s “breadbaskets”, such as Canada, the US and China, will be 25 times greater by 2050 than they are today.

— Bill McGuire / “46C SUMMER DAYS AND ‘SUPERCELL’ STORMS ARE BRITAIN’S FUTURE – AND NOW IS OUR LAST CHANCE TO PREPARE” / Cool Earth, Substack


Look at you, chopping and weeping. Idiot.
Is this the way you go through life, your mind
A stopless knife, driven by your fantasy of truth . . .

— Suji Kwock Kim / “Monologue for an Onion”


In restricting the range of directions you can travel, in charging ordinary movement with momentum, a bike trip offers that rarest, most elusive of things in our frenetic world: clarity of purpose. Your sole responsibility on Earth, as long as your legs last each day, is to breathe, pedal, breathe and look around.

— Kate Harris / Land of Lost Borders: Out of Bounds on the Silk Road

What I’m Listening To:

To avert this unholy evolutionary trajectory
Can you hear what I hear, babe?
Does it make you feel afraid?

— Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds / “Abattoir Blues”

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tang of oily

Geared Cramps

I have geared cramps on the backshwallah. Nearly there after years of recompense and gnarly going. I heard it through the pipe rigate: purity is the essence of damnation. You can’t have one without the other.

Then I hear the song I hate through Mildred’s toes. The snarl of the bass line transports me to a cloudier tomorrow—full of geomagnetic storms due to massive coronal mass ejections. The aurora borealis has the quality of a sodden gray cloud, which is soon obliterated by the city lights.

As we enter the city my geared cramps dissipate. There’s hope for another day. We made it through this one after all. And after all this, the tang of oily metal on my tongue and in the air.

What I’m Reading:

Every time I got on my bicycle after a long hiatus it was like riding back to myself, the only way there.

— Kate Harris / Lands of Lost Borders: Out of Bounds on the Silk Road

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