sudden shocking discovery

The Best Stuff I Read This Week

“Suffice to say, I do not feel the same enthusiasm around this technology … I understand that ChatGPT is in its infancy but perhaps that is the emerging horror of AI – that it will forever be in its infancy, as it will always have further to go, and the direction is always forward, always faster.

It can never be rolled back, or slowed down, as it moves us toward a utopian future, maybe, or our total destruction. Who can possibly say which? Judging by this song ‘in the style of Nick Cave’ though, it doesn’t look good, Mark. The apocalypse is well on its way. This song sucks.”

— Nick Cave / “‘This song sucks’: Nick Cave responds to ChatGPT song written in style of Nick Cave” / The Guardian


“… I imagine knives for teeth, typewriters for hearts.
The librarians jackrabbit. They devour the dogs.”

— Jenn Givhan / “Headless Mama Returns (Xmas ’18 Redux)”


“You know, the main problem, so far, has been that there has been quite a difference between literature and life, and that those who have been writing literature have not been writing life, and those living life have been excluded from literature.”

— Charles Bukowski / On Writing


“… My mother’s laugh was a record skipping, 
so deep she left nicks in the vinyl. 
See? Even in death, she wants to be fable.”

— Hafizah Augustus Geter / “Praise Song”


“Unfortunately, planet-heating emissions are weaved into almost every action of our lives, meaning that we will each need in some way to confront this emergency. While climate change will be solved at a societal rather than individual level – you can’t recycle your way out of this, sorry – this shouldn’t negate the reality that some habits may have to change, which some will find meddlesome or even oppressive.”

— Oliver Milman / “The US right is red hot about a future without gas stoves – but it’s the change America needs” / Down to Earth newsletter


“inside my mother
i make a little fist
& then i punch her”

— Anselm Hollo / “To Be Born Again”


“Writing a good song is not mimicry, or replication, or pastiche, it is the opposite … It is an act of self-murder that destroys all one has strived to produce in the past. It is those dangerous, heart-stopping departures that catapult the artist beyond the limits of what he or she recognises as their known self.

This is part of the authentic creative struggle that precedes the invention of a unique lyric of actual value; it is the breathless confrontation with one’s vulnerability, one’s perilousness, one’s smallness, pitted against a sense of sudden shocking discovery; it is the redemptive artistic act that stirs the heart of the listener, where the listener recognizes in the inner workings of the song their own blood, their own struggle, their own suffering.”

— Nick Cave / “‘This song sucks’: Nick Cave responds to ChatGPT song written in style of Nick Cave” / The Guardian

What I’m Listening To:

“Orpheus picked up his lyre for the last time
He was on a real low down bummer
And stared deep into the abyss and said
This one is for Mama”

— Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds / “The Lyre of Orpheus”

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soon be fear

overshadow

a long term goal
will soon be fear
adjustment first
you feel
real smalll
counter action
see it not
you cannot be
and that is all

What I’m Reading:

“I let my ringworm mind roll free.”

— Charles Bukowski / On Writing

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roil dark water

Dark Water Tanka (redux)

Lower the lifeboats—
We tread nose-deep in the plague—
Lifelines beyond us.
We roil dark water and sink.
The mermaids sing for no one.

What I’m Reading:

“To call your father and say, I’d forgotten how nice everyone in these red states can be

To hear him say, Yes, as long as you don’t move in next door

— Solmaz Sharif / “The Master’s House”

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left ventricle ablaze

bleeding heart aflame

ive got the bleeding heart of jesus aflame
somebody say amen

ive got the rhyzomatic bleeding heart aflame
somebody say amen

my eyes are on fire
somebody say amen

ive got primordial matter sloughing this way and that
somebody say amen

ive got a ball peen head and jackboot stilts
somebody char my head

ive got an upper left ventricle ablaze
somebody douse this fire

ive got the bleeding heart of a conch
somebody watch it patter

ive got a convoluted heart and a hollow black soul
somebody say amen

ive got a vision of the flaming singularity a comin
somebody say

somebody
somebody
somebody

What I’m Reading:

“… It is very
private
to be in another’s
syntax. “

— Solmaz Sharif / “Into English”

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color or effort

strange abstraction

paper cache
impositions
and tessellations

half-inch
by
half-inch

one

sees neither
color
or effort

in men

What I’m Reading:

“With all the love and respect in the world, this song is bullshit, a grotesque mockery of what it is to be human, and, well, I don’t much like it.”

— Nick Cave / “‘This song sucks’: Nick Cave responds to ChatGPT song written in style of Nick Cave” / The Guardian

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not to remember

haunted (found poem: erased manipulated & cut-up)

select
a place
haunted
spirited
imbued
with days

stick
times

and a note
of light
and sound

shadow
someone
and arise

leave smells
textures

phone
a thought
and memory
that

sensory
pocket
talk

afterward
check
everything you
remember
try not to

remember
just observe

What I’m Reading:

“Saw sea waves
rush ashore
some angry
some afraid
of what they’ll find”

— Charles Simic / “Terror”

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a euchre poultice

Email from the Northern Country @ N+14

Hi Neighbors!

Do you know leeks?

I would lump to start a coalfield fire that meets subterraneanly on occasion and smolders . I did this when I lived in Michigan—it’s a veritable furnace! A frock composer—a $5 irrelevance to play, and then torque the 3 witch-hunts, and get your own monograph headline. And of coverage: there’s a euchre poultice—you put a quest in every tinkle and—you’re euchred, and that spirochete is distibuted too (to non-witch-hunters).

You need an outhouse divisible by 4 for the composer, so 8 or 12, etc. Feel free to remand the frizzles. Let me know if you’re interested or have quintets—or any semblance of an idea of what I’m going on about.

Sunny delight @ N+14.

What I’m Reading:

“Everybody needs a place where they’re fearless or they’d never survive, at least I wouldn’t. Sometimes I hate this world. Especially when it’s more beautiful than I can imagine.”

— Vanessa Veselka / Zazen

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form of control

The Best Stuff I Read This Week

“Has your copay increased?
Right hip stiffened?
Has the shore risen
as you closed up the shop?
And have you put your weight
behind its glass door to keep
the ocean out? All of it?”

— Solmaz Sharif / “Self-Care”


“What has threatened to kill me is the patriarchy, not because there are men in power, but because patriarchy is an institution. Institutions have no heart. They have agendas, self-serving mythologies delivered  through religion, politics, business, and every other hierarchical bastion of influence that subjugates the poor, the marginalized, the disenfranchised largely, women and children.

The patriarchy replicates itself in order to protect its interests: power in the form of control and commerce. Hoarding power is hoarding fear. Scarcity rules. Sharing power is a belief in what the next generation knows and that it will benefit a sustaining view of the future. This is an evolving consciousness that transcends the individual, and fosters the many.”

— Terry Tempest Williams / Erosion: Essays of Undoing


“my grandmother told me
never laugh at others
because the future is unknown
queer people are sacred
we must always remember”

— Manny Loley / “butterfly man tells a story”


“He saw the tents people lived in
by the park get torched, and I could smell
on him what he had seen. There were people
with bullhorns you couldn’t really hear.
There was singing along with the chanting
of all the names of those who were murdered.
He said it didn’t matter what kind of day
it was but it was ironic that it was a beautiful
summer day, the sky a swimming pool.”

— Rick Barot / “The Streets”


“… My uncle says joy
is the opposite of running
into a dagger, and I realize I am not
the most poetic family member
who has pain.”

— Karisma Price / “Castnet Seafood”


“For the greatest acts of killing take place between strangers, strangers for whom there exists this wonderful capacity for intimate connection. Think of it! Somewhere there exists a stranger waiting for you to kill him in such an honest and heartrending way. Or perhaps he will kill you, so glorious and inexplicable is life.”

— Mary Ruefle / “Camp William”


“Break this hand that refuses to admit
it’s a thousand times harder to wander from tongue to tongue
than land to land.”

— Fatemeh Shams / “Handwriting”

What I’m Listening To:

“I guess I don’t ever ask for what I want
I see male violence everywhere
Beautiful face, softness
I think ‘Big soft bed club’”

— Dry Cleaning / “Hot Penny Day”

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this town was

sloughed (haiku)

she sloughed off the past—
this town was her place of birth,
but she not of it.

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be just fine

Just Fine (haiku)

Nothing understood,
Nothing to rely upon—
She would be just fine.

What I’m Reading:

“We are eroding. We are evolving. This is my mantra. The time has come to stop seeing ourselves as saviors and instead  see ourselves as human beings on a burning globe capable of acknowledging the harm we have caused.”

— Terry Tempest Williams / Erosion: Essays of Undoing

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