an inky air

The Best Stuff I Read This Week

“Poetry is not only dream and vision; it is the skeleton architecture of our lives. It lays the foundations for a future of change, a bridge across our fears of what has never been before.”

— Audre Lorde / “Poetry Is Not A Luxury”


“With words at your disposal, you can see more clearly. Finding the words is another step in learning to see.”

— Robin Wall Kimmerer / Gathering Moss: A Natural and Cultural History of Mosses


“We will sit and watch the body of water
That we once called a sort of death
You know even in my dreams
You say I’ll never get it right
This is not a dream
We are burning here with no escape”

— Dorothea Lasky / “This Beautiful Planet”


“Sentimentality, the ostentatious parading of excessive and spurious emotion, is the mark of dishonesty, the inability to feel; the wet eyes of the sentimentalist betray his aversion to experience, his fear of life, his arid heart; and it is always, therefore, the signal of secret and violent inhumanity, the mask of cruelty.”

— James Baldwin / Notes of a Native Son


“in the wind / an inky air

in the air / finchness

in the ink / a stone”

— Elizabeth Willis / “In Strength Sweetness”


“the windows are open
but butterflies don’t fly in
to display a sense of love”

— Jesús Papoleto Meléndez / “spring again”


“I saw my name in print the other day
with 1932 and then a blank
and knew that even now some grassy bank
just waited for my grave.”

— Linda Pastan / “1932”

What I’m Listening To:

Old, old, old, old
Old never looked so good
Lumps, bumps, deaf, grumps
Punk is a full-time job

— Mhaol / “Kim Is a Punk – Type Dog”

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nothing is true

Languor (redux)

His word, his breath,
Are merely synecdoche —
Ephemeral.

Nothing is true in the true
Sense of the word.

He drifts on the Lethe,
Intoxicated by water that transforms —
A trip into languor —
And never sets foot on the other shore.

image: national weather service

What I’m Reading:

“The syndrome known as life is too diffuse to admit of palliation. For every symptom that is eased, another is made worse.”

— Samuel Beckett / Murphy

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are wandering rogues

No Longer Required (redux)

When Hortensio awoke his arms were on vacation.

A note stated that his left arm was touring the Costa Brava, visiting the sites where Joan Miró sketched a biomorphic vision or two—while the right arm was tracing Darwin’s “finch routes” through the Galapagos.

Over the next weeks the arms sent him postcards, twice-weekly, as they extended their travels to the former ice fields beyond Ilulissat, slowly paddled the Zambezi River, and covered portions of the Annapurna and Appalachian Trails. The arms had a fruitful summer.

Back at home Hortensio became well acquainted with the adroitness of his feet. They were both usurpers, ever trying to make him realize the superfluity of his arms.

Daily they harangued him to break off relations with his peripatetic and prodigal arms: “The fortune they are spending! Their wanton disregard of your dexterity!” was the constant cavil.

At his feet’s prodding, Hortensio wrote both arms a note at their next appointed stops—Iquitos for the right arm; Petropavlovsk-Kamchatsky for the left—telling them not to bother returning home: “Your services are no longer required.”

At the right foot’s prompting, Hortensio filed a complaint with the State Department which prompted an alert from Homeland Security. “That’ll fix ‘em,” the left foot said.

His arms are wandering rogues to this day.

Detail of Louise Bourgeois’
“Cell (Hands and Mirror)” / 1995 / ICA, Boston

What I’m Reading:

“Every year I live before society collapses is another year I won’t feel was stolen from me by the appalling recklessness of my own kind”

— Emily Flake / “Reasons I’m Glad I’m Not A Young Person”

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dizzy and cilial

You Are an Exquisite Corpse (redux)

transmogrifying and
growing appendages
never intended.

Your exquisite corpse
cycles through different heads
as your whim catches.

Your octopus head
globular and gentle.

Your paramecium body
dizzy and cilial.

Your surgical instrument arms
sharp and askew.

Your gelatin shoulders never
stop quivering.

I thought I heard the mermaids singing from your ocean thighs.

If I were a ballooman
and you were an aquatic jelly
cum flower nostrum —
would the cure be worse than the fright?

Would anything make pleasant sense in an upside down world?

Or would the lack of seven worlds throw order into chaos?

What I’m Reading:

“The fern of the mind suffers a solar age
And becomes what it suffers—the sun is not
A star, but a flower.”

— Dan Beachy-Quick / “Onta”

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seals rubber feet

Foamscaped (redux)

Small sharply defined puffs—
No heat, no air compressors,
Gaskets, rubber seals, rubber feet—
Cloud-like, a shy homunculus,
Trapped beneath a 5 o’clock crowd.

What I’m Reading:

“The above passage is carefully calculated to deprave the cultivated reader.”

— Samuel Beckett / Murphy

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the mourning dove

what the mourning dove said:

What I’m Reading:

“In a shared world we cannot assume that any way of understanding, ordering, or valuing is correct or final. Rather, we are required to attend to others in their specificity, to ask and re-ask with them: What matters here and what else might be possible?”

— Thom van Dooren / The Wake of Crows

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your mother’s shadow

So This Is Love (Cento)

To find your own hand
Handing them money
To give the bleating goat
Fat and red, a placenta
Pulled open as if she had bitten
Cold fingers combing
The air in the north
Eyes rimmed pink

Don’t worry just call it
One long winter of plague

Perhaps they were right
There is nothing between us

But

The head hung in a tree
Old barnacled umbilicus
Balled small enough to fit
Inside
Your mother’s shadow

So this is love

(Sources: Ocean Vuong, Diane Seuss, Alex Dimitrov, Jericho Brown, Dorianne Laux, Terrance Hayes, Sylvia Plath, Brigit Pegeen Kelly)

What I’m Reading:

“My nickname on his lips is all wrong. It’s like by saying it, he’s trying to make me feel like he’s a friend, instead of a mess masquerading as my father.”

— Sabaa Tahir / All My Rage

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terror of ecocide

The Best Stuff I Read This Week

“The human eyelid is not teartight (happily for the human eye).”

— Samuel Beckett / Murphy


“Mom makes a list of chores for my brother and I to avoid being slapped
Or asked to assume the position from across the room.”

— Diana Marie Delgado / “People to Run From”


“hope you can find a poem or two in these; if not return those you cannot use, or the works. rejection is good for the soul. my soul is now a mule.”

— Charles Bukowski / On Writing


“It was my mother who taught me the one worthwhile thing: when they ask if you like what you see in the mirror, pretend that what they mean is what’s behind you—the shower curtain, the tile, the wallpaper, whatever’s there.”

— Garielle Lutz / “Mine”


“Do what you must, be wise, cut your vines
And forget about hope. Time goes running, even
As we talk. Take the present, the future’s no one’s affair.”

—Horace / from “Ode I. 11”


“… What if part of the reason so many of us have failed to act is not because we are too selfish to care about an abstract or seemingly far-off problem-but because we are utterly overwhelmed by how much we do care? And what if we stay silent not out of acquiesence but in part because we lack the collective spaces in which to confront the raw terror of ecocide?”

— Naomi Klein / This Changes Everything


“Neary leaned against the Pillar railings and cursed, first the day in which he was born, then—in a bold flash-back—the night in which he was conceived.”

— Samuel Beckett / Murphy

What I’m Listening To:

“And I
What if I’m a weirdo?
Maybe I’m a weirdo
What if I’m a weirdo?
Maybe I’m a weirdo”

— Girl Scout / “Weirdo”

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a barren hollow

hollow

darkness sinks deeper
into a barren hollow
the sun shines elsewhere

What I’m Reading:

“The sun shone, having no alternative, on the nothing new.”

— Samuel Beckett / Murphy

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thesis paper joyless

flarfish 17(a): simulacrum marcela

( Spanish to Persian to English translation version via Google Translate with Google sculpting )

Inducing a pileated simulacrum—
This very large & important evidence of the potential impact of gravitational loads &
Levitational toadstools: Pileus
Brimless &
Thesis paper joyless.

Circean chubby in their gelatinous set—
Unpredictable & immeasurable—
Marcela the right-wing jet
Stimulates the heart with a shot:
Potassium bromide bright
& a defense beyond recognition.

The new goal was to coze
Through inarticulate agreements
Aggrieved & articulated,
Art-I-ficial,
Apathetic &
Bakra-bent bromides.

What I’m Reading:

“My life had started to pill. I was fuzzing out little balls of myself that people would come up and twist off and flick into the already overpacked air.”

— Garielle Lutz / “Contractions”

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