fall in reverse

Press play button for short film derecho (1:19)

derecho haiku

derecho blows in
like a spastic jumping bean
leaves fall in reverse

What I’m Reading:

“I write, that’s for sure.
Death, from the other side,
is levitating.”

— Melissa Sauma / “Reminiscence”

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new found vision

Lay Hands

She woke up desirous of having acute control of mise en scène. She wanted to become a film director / cinematographer, and to live a future of more linearity and clarity. That night she explained her new found vision to her parents at the dinner table (glazed ham and haricots verts with herb butter).

Her mother said no, her fate was already sealed, and it was fatal. Her father added that she would come to her senses, and that it would rain intermittently tomorrow.

She arose, hovered over her parents, and said: call me Ozymandius . . . behold, and look upon me . . . She let out a little roar and poured the gravy over the table. She waved her hands, then laid hands on her parent’s heads and screamed: voila! Her parent’s heads disappeared, but their bodies quivered in an apoplectic dance.

She joined them, and they danced through the night.

What I’m Reading:

“I am terrified by this dark thing
That sleeps in me;
All day I feel its soft, feathery turnings, its malignity.”

— Sylvia Plath / “Elm”

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move my pen

Loudmouth

What can I offer?

A warring world where life is bereft of meaning.

Father on an amphetamine-fueled jag.

Mother, a dark figure, a smoke-like wraith moving through the house.

I stare and move my pen to the din of caffeinated voices, a garbled television, a tinkling piano.

The house is old and made out of coquina rock painted pale green.

I’m shoehorned in between them, and perched on the edge of my seat.

A whippoorwill spits an urgent call.

Someone will come in and check for irritation at 9:10.

Overnight the snow will turn to slush, then a sheath of ice.

What I’m Reading:

“The earth is warmer.
The crickets are still singing,
rehearsing for the last day.”

— Victoria Chang / “To the Hand”

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this isn’t paradise

Phantom

The amplitude of echoes
Function like a phantom limb

Glucose seeps into the cells
Smell of white gas and charcoal

A swale once full of shoulder depth snow
Did you know Frazil are ice crystals
Formed in turbulent water, as in swift
Streams or rough seas?

Paradise? This isn’t paradise, son
You’ve cracked a tooth

The world doesn’t need anymore people
No further congestion or metal grates

I’ve apologized for the Spanish Inquisition
You can purchase a guayabera made China

Why did she pop up in a search for sorghum?
Her voice is a natural vibrato

Now you’ll have to get by on your own.

What I’m Reading:

“for life’s not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis”

— E. E. Cummings / “[since feeling is first]”

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the upper bout

Finale of Seem (redux)

It’s all about noise. About the back and forth of improvisational counterpoint — an F flat ostinato call here, an arpeggio of the B scale in response there… like the scale of wildfires and flash flood cycles in call and response in a dozen places across the world… it doesn’t seem to end. Ash, dirt, and water transmogrified into an inexorable mud-wall swallowing all in its path… ten feet tall and half mile wide… There is no hope of escape in his mind. It’ll be his turn eventually… The skronk squalls out of his alto saxophone demand this much… But he can’t go on, even though the drummer beats an exquisite syncopation, and the bassist picks something near the upper bout so yawling and transcendent that he considers not walking away forever. But it’s not enough. The last note he ever blows is a C major. In C, he thinks, I’ve heard that before. He drops the sax as ceremoniously as thee final mic-drop, and bares his teeth — more grimace than smile — to the two dozen assembled in the dark. He beats it for the nearest bridge of fatal height. This is thee finale of seem.

What I’m Reading:

“But art doesn’t have to make sense. It doesn’t even need to be good. So don’t worry about being smart and let go of being ‘good.’”

— Jerry Saltz / “Jerry Saltz’s 33 Rules for Being an Artist”

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sharp even here

Rasped Haiku

Her sickness resolved—
Distilled, rasped clean by fever
Dreams, sharp even here.

What I’m Reading:

“No star burns forever . . . the world will eventually literally end.”

— Emily St. John Mandel / Sea of Tranquility

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your local listings

Time is a distillation

Coincidence is a construct

Check your local listings

What I’m Reading:

“Too late now to keep the polar cap from melting. Venice subsides; South America explodes.”

— John Barth / “Two Meditations”

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see for yourself

Cloud Enjambments

I’m the worst when it comes to fixing
Leaks, see for yourself.
I’ve seen maps with circular
Walls. I love color jet packs. But you’ll need paper
For a lively discussion with a white stripe
Down the middle of perception. Pointillist
Dots and washes create white swirls
Of cloud enjambments.
So why look at the moon?

What I’m Reading:

“Which snowflake triggers the avalanche? A house explodes; a star. In your spouse, so apparently resigned, murder twitches like a fetus.”

— John Barth / “Two Meditations”

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how to proceed

Algorithmically Filtered Prose Poem Farrago or: How ‘da Machine Reads My Handwriting

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A: It’s my dream / S: I’m crushed

What I’m Reading:

“No one asks what Mozart means. Or an Indian raga or the little tripping dance of Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers to “Cheek to Cheek” in Top Hat. Forget about making things that are understood . . . All art comes from love — love of doing something.”

— Jerry Saltz / “Jerry Saltz’s 33 Rules for Being an Artist”

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echo of echoes

Press play to watch my short film glossolalia jacket (1:05)

Hear (haiku)

Ears color speckle
Parabolic sound resounds
Echo of echoes

What I’m Reading:

“Always, I hear a little oratorio
inside my head. Moths
have carried away my carpets,
like invisible pallbearers.”

— Henri Cole / “Free Dirt”

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